Today is my sisters birthday!but thats not what I remember about 1 year ago today well not the only thing.I remember taking a pregnancy test and finding out we were expecting baby number two.(baby 2 ended up in a miscarrige on Oct 19)I was thinking about it today and almost as soon as I started to I felt a small jab from number 3 almost as if God was reminding me This baby wouldnt be here today had that pregnancy not ended so horribly.I am sure it is all in Gods plan it was just a little surreal to think that one yr ago when I took that test I would have assumed I could fast foward to now and have a 3 month old baby now,instead of being 19 weeks pregnant again.I know God planned my life perfectly but it does make me a little sad because I am a mother of three and I have never meet one of them.however I dont dwell on this because I would have it no other way but his.
When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
I was talking of things I knew nothing about,things far too wonderful for me Job 42:3
